I'm out of touch. It has it's pro's and con's. I'm not part of that world anymore. I don't really consider myself to ever have been truly.

BWAHAHAH I STEAL YOUR MONEY, I SPIT IN YOUR FOOD, AND I LAUGH AT YOUR FAT REDNECK ASS AND TELL YOU, YOU SMELL....TO YOUR FACE!!!!! HAHAHAHA. SMALL-TOWN HEREOS SUCK MY BALLS AND THEY DON'T EVEN REALIZE IT! ....I love having power. HAHA... HAA.........................HAHAHAHA~!!! <-yes, I'm still laughing about it.Charma's totally going to bite me in ( Read more... )

I'm slowly burning into an angry character. I can't stop writing about my metamorphasis tonight. I'm becoming very very bittersweet. I hope this isn't just p.m.s. because i love being able to stand up for myself. Why can't I be less passive aggressive. I'm going to die of stress/a heart attack, because I fucking hate people so much. Nobody reads ( Read more... )

So, I'm doing a horrible job of promoting my own shows. I have a show on Saturday. 7-9 @ the Mocha room, Decatur, IN .... and I'm going to be singing semi-professionally, for the first time in front of strangers. I should be more worried about it, and practicing my little heart out...but i think i'm pretty much just going to wing it. I would be ( Read more... )

If anyone is interested, I'm coming home March 31st, maybe for one evening, maybe for two days...either way, I have a lot of people I want to see/hangout with/catch up with. So PLEASE don't be offended if I can only hangout for a very short time. I love and miss you all greatly! Teehee. I haven't seen any of my friends since last summer basically ( Read more... )

My defenses are down ( Read more... )

If I do this, you have to promise me, that we'll work through any difficulty and exhaust the possibilites. If I do this, cherish the sacrifice, don't throw it away. I'm trusting you with my heart, my future, myself...and I know, you require the same from me. I know it's a lot of responsibility, but i'm not picky. This is love, am I ready? This is ( Read more... )

When did I let myself go ( Read more... )

If only i could learn to live in the face of extreme adversity and mass gravity, unexplainable. Daily. I would learn so much more about life. Since when do such miniscule things become major problems. In America, and in the world, that's where. Disgrace to humans we have become so caught up into ourselves and our own lives. I can't hold back tears ( Read more... )

( A trip to the Zoo and the Mall )