Just know I will alway love you, even as I tear your fucking throat away It will end no other way.

[morbidfaith03]

Eh. I am totally drained. Everything has been snowballing the past few days. I am just having a really hard time. My dad tried to have a "father daughter" chat last night. That is the first time my dad has talked to me -Unless you count making fun of me or telling me what a fuck up I am- in about 8 years

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[morion65]

*huggles* don't worry debby, I'm the same way. It's really hard for me to cry too, because I'm so used to just bottling up my emotions and not letting them out. The only time I've cried (that I can remember) over like the past 7 years. Was when I came out to my mom, and when I found out my ex b/f was cheating on me and I broke up with him. And even then, it was hard to cry. It actually hurt to cry. But when I did, it felt good. Because I was so used to bottling up everything, it just all came out. Crying is a release, and sometimes it's even a gift. I wish I was able to just let it all out sometimes, but even I can't.

[stigmatamartyr_]

not crying isn pathtic deb, crying as mch as i do is pathetic. Chin up sweety. i know ow ya feel. How bout hanging out soemtime soon? I need a friend right now more than ever.

[thedevilslover]

*huggles* I'm sorry doll. I luff yew.

Come to think of it, i don't think i've ever seen your dad talk to you exept that one night that i slept over and he came upstairs and punched your cd player....that was scarey dude.

Andi

[burningwings07]

how pathetic can you be if you've forgotten how to cry?
how pathetic can you be if you fail at suicide?
How pathetic can you be if you turn back half way after attempting to run away?

in truth, not very pathetic at all.