I should sooo be sleeping right now... But I feel like I've left so much undone in my day. I've got nooooo motivation right now whatsoever. My room is a disaster area and I wanted to clean it up today. I came home from work today and just passed out. I woke up, had dinner, and watched tv.. did nothing about my room. It's still a mess. But I can't ( Read more... )

Bah. I am so frustrated with everything right now. This is the second night in a row I have found myself feeling sick to my stomach, and shivering even though I'm not cold. Last night, I could have sworn that I had a fever or something with as bad as I felt. There's just been so much going on.. I feel like I'm losing it ( Read more... )

I hate the way I get around fall/winter. It's like my emotions follow the trend and just go dormant for a while. I'm miserable, I'm irritable, I'm mean, and very very sensitive to certain things ( Read more... )

WHO DEY BITCHES!!

Bah... workin my butt off on so many projects..

- Wedding wings commission order = done

- Black wings = still in progress

- Gypsy skirt for Ren Faire = still in progress

- Gypsy belt = still in progress

- Boyfriend's costume = not started yet

.... Chances of me finishing all that before next weekend??

>.>;;;;;

I swear. Dustin and I are good at many things together. But, the thing we do best is argue. He seriously just pisses me off so much sometimes. When I get upset like this, I can't help but wonder what things might have been like if I were still with someone else and had never met Dustin. I just feel that he doesn't respect me or treat me the way ( Read more... )

Finally, I have a day off from work.. and what am I doing? Working. I've finished a pair of wings and a headpiece and am about to sit down to start a mask. Other things on the agenda are starting work on things to expand my little company beyond costumes and into other decorative things. We'll see how those work out though ( Read more... )

Just so everyone knows...

I HAVE A NEICE!!!!!!!! :)))

Her name is Zada Skye -- so everyone buy really cute pink stuff!!!!!! She's a big baby, almost 9lbs, so the 0-3mos stuff would be good for her for the time being <3

And, when she comes home, I'll be sure to show her off because she's just the cutest little thing ever!!! <3

Bitchy people piss me off. Why can't everyone just be happy and NICE??

I love being inspired. I haven't been this inspired in such a long time :) I feel like my head is rushing with so many ideas at once, and I want to do all of them at the same time so that I won't forget any of my plans... but that's not physically possible :P ( Read more... )