I had a dream last night ( Read more... )

So, still making the effort to be better for next year... My goals are changing, not as to what I want to accomplish, but when I will be able to accomplish them ( Read more... )

I am in love... <3

I hate everything right now ( Read more... )

I never check my voice mail. It could be weeks before I actually listen to any of the messages people leave for me. It's not because I don't care, it's because I just check my "recent calls" list and try to get back to the people that I missed. Some are luckier than others ( Read more... )

I apparently have no understanding of what a relationship is.

Of any kind.

What is wrong with me?

I have two more bookings...

tomorrow from 745am-11am

tuesday 745am-4pm

Will I get the promotional shoot?? That's the question.

I got a modeling job. Finally. It's gonna be a regular thing.

Maybe I can finally quit Starbucks.

I've already made my so-called New Year's resolution -- except I'm starting it now because I'm pissed off enough to start it now instead of waiting another month and a half ( Read more... )

I hate being late for work.

I hate not having enough time during the day.

I hate being used by men who make me think they actually care.

But most of all, I hate not being able to trust my so-called "friends."