so i just finished watching Apocalypse Now (Redux). and i must say, on a scale of one to awesome, this one rates as a FUCKING MIND BLOWER. i mean, i felt like my brain just spontaneously exploded and plastered itself all over this sofa bed here (which could be a problem, seeing as i am in a hotel room, after all) as the final blackout dropped over ( Read more... )

am i condemned to stare hopelessly at the blank screen of my cell phone for the call that will probably never come? i've waited long enough. spare me this ( Read more... )

THE UNIVERSE COULD NOT CARELESS ABOUT YOU. KEEP ON SCREAMING TIL YOU TURN MUTE AND DEAF. KEEP ON CRYING TIL YOU GO BLIND. THROW YOUR HANDS UP AND BEAT YOUR FISTS AGAINST THE SKY. GRAB ON TO THE HEM OF HEAVEN'S ROBE. IT'LL JUST TEAR LOOSE IN YOUR HANDS. NO ONE GIVES A FUCK. DON'T YOU GET IT? I WISH I COULD WRING YOUR NECK AND SHAKE YOU AWAKE. I WISH ( Read more... )

things are winding down a little s the term draws to a close... exams are coming up... and so is jeff...

we deserve this break

ahhhhh....after a prolonged disappearance from the realms of online histrionics, yours truly is again back to impound and impress the glory and gory of the teenage calamity upon the face of cyberspace ( Read more... )

Damn me my love-hate relationship with the military.

every freakin branch of every freakin military.

gahh

more to come later. must rush off to fencing practice.

first of all, sho - i eat my words. i'm now completely and obsessively in love with deathcab's i will follow you into the dark.

"I Will Follow You Into The Dark"

Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of ( Read more... )

so, it's 2.30am and i'm still up. why? two words: world cup. ohhh, i feel so asian with my football craze. it's lovely ( Read more... )

got home last night at around 11pm. being jetlagged actually works well, since not being able to sleep at night allows me to stay up and watch the World Cup! and talking about the world cup... footballers cannot sing for shit. seriously... they sound like a herd of bisons being castrated ( Read more... )

So after a week of crazy college visits, I'm finally through. i'm extremely grateful to my parents for coming over, driving me around, buying me stuff, feeding me and putting up with my antics, but seriously, being trapped in a small hotel room with jet-lagged asian parents who wake you up at 6.30am every morning during the summer is not exactly my ( Read more... )