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ok im really done now.
This is the end for my journal, for real this time, my thoughts and feelings are something people cant seem to handle so from now on im going to keep everything inside and fight it till it kills me or i beat it.
Im going to keep it up just because theres sometimes I look back on old entries but there will be no more new ones. -
Day after the fallout...
Well...Today was the first day Ive seen Melissa since our big "issue". Overall it was good, we went to applebees for lunch and to toys r us and to a few other places and I picked up her christmas present and got some ideas for other gifts...OH and went to see Aeon Flux..GREAT MOVIE!. I just have one small problem with today..and I probably ( Read more... ) -
Yeah..
*pushes the knife in and twists it*
Actually that would probably be less painful. -
Satisfaction....
Ive been satisfied mind, Ive been satisfied body but never both at the same time and never with the addition of soul. Until now, Melissa is beyond words, She has always stimulated my mind, and since shes engraved herself into my life shes done a very good job at satisfying my soul, and on thursday I found out just how far she is willing to go to ( Read more... ) -
Quickie
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMmm......*lick* *nibble* *suck*
Stay tuned for more as I am tired as hell! -
(Untitled)
Those of you who know me know that I am rarely speechless but right now ( Read more... ) -
Back
Im back from visiting Melissa and all I have to say is..O..M..F..G WOW!..she is..well even better than in my dreams. Ill write more later as I am really tired.
Luvz Melissa -
The falls of mystery...
Im due to meet Melissa tommorow...I dont know how to describe this feeling, Its like an overwhelming sensation in my stomach thats extending outward into every other part of my body, The feeling is taking over me compleatly, I dont know what to do, I dont know what to say, Im so into this girl that words cant even begin to describe it. I know we ( Read more... ) -
And then we were 1...
Melissa: its ur call if u want me..
Jase: oh i want you
Melissa: b/c if u do..then im urs.....you have already won my heart..and tis urs to take
Jase: then your mine
Jase: and im yours
and with that conversation, I am no longer single. She is so wonderful.
I love you Melissa! -
New Interest....
Well, I never thought it could happen, espically not this soon but it's happened, someone has taken a piece of me and seems to be holding it tight. As some of you may know I am talking about Melissa. Now some of you may remember me talking about her on my other journal a very long time ago before I deleted it so for those who dont (99% of you) I ( Read more... )