I dont know what to say except its like a month away untill I go up to Mohave Valley Im so excited and Precia my mom is letting me come without a doubt YAY!! And yea thats it.

Ok so my mom did find out about chris and I and she went crazy and she said she was gunna get a resrtaining order on him and all this stuff I was gunna move to Boston to live with my Uncle and all this crazy shtit then she had a police officer come over to our house and talk to me and ask me all these questions. So then he left and she said that ( Read more... )

Ok so my mother found out that Chris and I have been hanging out and she is acting like she really doesnt know but I know she knows and she is just fuckin with my head like today before she left she finally gave me a hint that she knew cuz she asked me how Chris's dad was doing. So yea I dont know whats gunna happen to me and I dont know whats ( Read more... )

I hope you all like it. I've been working on it for a while so give me your opinion love you all oh so very much ( Read more... )

Ok life is much better than it was the last time I wrote. Sorry if I scared any of you which I know I didnt but anyways I was so excited that I was gunna get my tattoo today but I didnt we didnt even go we didnt have time GRR I was so excited about getting it but no I think I jinksed it wow I spelt that wrong. Well I really dont have anything to ( Read more... )

I just got back from mexico and It was so shitty I really didnt have that much fun I fell alseep like 3 hours after we got there. So anywyas my life isnt good. why am I even still alive I ask myself that sometimes but I can never find the reason well I used have a reason and now thats just all gone. I mean i have nothing to fall back there is ( Read more... )

Once again I fuck up. Why Why do I always do something to fuck up.UGH!!! I can never do anythign right and if I start out good I fuck it up and it always seems to be the best thing in my life that I fuck up. Please someone tell me why I always fuck up!!

Ok I wrote this along time ago and I felt like sharing it. So I hope likey like. Tell me what you all think ok love you.
                                                                                 Grasping death

We all seek the higher power the form of death that lets us either live a little bit or die a little bit.

Each ( Read more... )

Did I just make the worst decision of my life last night? I mean I love him and want to be with him but Im just so tired of not getting along or anything like that. Should I have told him I didnt want to be with him. Well zach asked me a question last night it was do you love him and I said yes and he told me to be with him but yet my heart is ( Read more... )

Holly shit Im so freakin happy. You wanna know why? well Ill tell ya ok I just found out that Breaking Benjamin is going to be in Tucson on the 20th of THIS month Im freaking going no matter what and then to make it 5 times better I also found that Korn, Yellowcard, Chevel and two other bands that dont really matter lol but there gunna be here on ( Read more... )