this is to anyone i ever called a friend, or sis.... you are no more a friend or sis to me you guys are so fucked up and i hope you guys realize it i litterally hate you all so much. I was always there for you when you needed me i would drop anything for you i would stay up untill 430 in the morning listening to you cry about things and i need you ( Read more... )

So Its been forever since I have written in this journal. SO schools out and I have a job at dairy queen so come visit me PLEASE!!!! ever since school got out I havent seen any of my friends at all and they dont call me and when I try to call them there too busy or something I feel like a loner seriously it sux....I miss all my friends but another ( Read more... )

 Well its official Im fucking sick and you wanna know something else I have a cold in my fucking EYE! Who the hell gets a cold in their eye I mean thats gotta be the most fuckin weirdiest thing I have ever herd of. Anyways other than that I have been just fuckin peachy.

Chris and I are doing perfect. Gosh I love that guy more and more each day ( Read more... )

WHOA! Its been freaking forever since I wrote almost a month. Well there is nothing new going on at all. But I really miss all my friends like Candis, Rach, Sally, Danny, Niquea yes yes i know I spelt her name wrong but I miss them all. I havent seen them in forever I got to see rach and danny and niquea on tuesday I think danny came and picked me ( Read more... )

heyo gosh Im really bored Im at Zone in the computer lab and Im having to sit here in this really hot room and help kids but in here their pretty much on their own so I get to go where ever I want. Ms.Rosenbalm told me today that I dont have to keep coming in because there are so many staff and so little kids so when they start getting more kids ( Read more... )

The best has come. Something really strange came over my mother last night and she told me that Chris and I can be together. YAY! OMG it was the best feeling I have had in like ever. Its like now when Im with him I dont have to run into someone that knows my mom or anyone in my family. And now I dont have to lie anymore...I hated lying to my mom ( Read more... )

Ok no one is really standing on my chest but it feels like there is...
                                             Im a slave/bitch now lol.                 I get up every morning at 5:00 then I go to school and after shitty school I have community service from 3:00 to 6:00 so bacically Im pretty much non stop for like 12 hours and it suxs so much ( Read more... )

Ok I have no idea what I should do and I need some advise so someone please anyone give me some advise. Ok latly I have been having second thoughts about Simon and I and I dont know what to do. I feel like Im trying to be older than what I am by looking for a guy that is knowing where hes gunna go in his future but Im only 15 shouldnt I be with ( Read more... )

      *Happy Thanksgiving Everyone*

I hope everyone had a good Thanksgiving. What were you all thankful for? I was thankful for no one fighting this holiday. It was the weirdest thanksgiving ever. Ill write later loves buh bye

So life has been good so far untill today. After school I called my mom and it turns out that my principal personally called her at her work to talk to her about how her daughters doing in school. Well Im not doing well at all lol. He told her all the days that I have ditched, lets see how many humm he told her that I have 3 unexcused absences, and ( Read more... )