Why is it that I still feel that he is unattainable to me though he has pretty much already given me permission to take what I want? Why is it that now I could have him all to myself there's some others in the picture. Saturday night was just so very comfusing for me, and it's hard for me not to read too much into a few things that occured. I don't ( Read more... )

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See, if I was who I use to be, or how I was then that would have got me really upset, or made me depressed...those nice comments that people love to leave anonymously...but you know what, I'm still happy, I'm okay...it doesn't matter to me anymore. I have me, and I like who I am, who I'm becoming, and I have my friends, and we're happy with being ( Read more... )

Ok...so from now on I'm just gonna make them all friends only unless I have a message for somebody not on my friends list. I would go back and change them all as everyone else does, but I see that as pointless because I mean, people have already seen those entries, if they cared to know, then they've already looked...so, if you wanna be able to ( Read more... )

I know I've already written a bunch today..but I just can't seem to find the words to say to make me feel better, I don't know. What is it going to take for me to be okay. If you how me how I am and I say fine, don't believe me. No matter what I do, the thoughts of all things wrong and bad in my life just won't seem to go away. It's like this ( Read more... )

What is it with people and John, why am I the last to know, yet the first to learn. I was the last sucked into his web, but the first to see the truth and let him go. I could have easily loved him, but I can just as easliy hate him. I'm glad I've seen the truth, but I just wish that the others, who are all my friends, would see it as well. How is ( Read more... )

Now I have to make another entry cause I didn't see this previously ( Read more... )

"Hey, this is Brittany Mercer. As far as I'm concerned you can keep your mouth shut. I don't talk about you except for to say you're a nasty slut so you can keep your mouth shut about me. All I had to go on was what I had heard from other people, and I just figured it was true because i know you have a reputation for being a big whore. So don't let ( Read more... )

Well, I've learned that love is pointless, especially my love, for him...it's never gonna matter, he's never gonna care again. Maybe he did at one point like he said, maybe it was all just words to make me feel better. I'll never know the truth, and I don't really care much to. I'm just gonna think of it as a time in my life when I actually had ( Read more... )

Okay, so now I just don't know what the hell is going on..but I'll live I suppose. Yesterday was horrible, well, except for a few parts of it...I got to see someone that I hadn't seen in a really long time, and we actually hung out and talked for a very long time. It's jsut like it always was...I think they're about the only person that actually ( Read more... )