Hey peoples....um, I won't be using this lj name anymore because it just didn't work for me, so here's the link to my new one. Be sure to comment to be added to my friends list on there.  poeticparadox

Okay, I don't have very long cause I have to run to Keller's house for a little bit, then meet up with Blu and try to get a hold of Brandon, but I just wanted to update, though I don't think I have much to say. I'm so torn right now, the past few days have been my personal hell, and some of the best times....it's like one big roller coaster lately ( Read more... )

Well, tonight started out good, but then it turned to shit. Now I'm happy again though, I guess as the say, all's well that ends well...tonight ended up being pretty good. I'm severly pissed at Sarah though, I mean, those of you that were there now what happened, and if you don't then just ask me. But, I don't see how she could do that to me. She ( Read more... )

Is it selfish to be pissed off at him for the way he's being? I mean, I know he's going through a rough time, but it just seems like ever since that night things have been different, and they don't have to be. If it didn't mean anything like he said, then why the sudden change. I mean, hell, I barely even remember it. Why did anything have to ( Read more... )

Last night....what to say, god...it was um, amusing to say the least. Even after all I know...the things that he was always afraid to tell anyone, but showed me that side of him, I mean, I saw it first hand...I still want him, maybe even more so now because it lets me know that he trusts me....I know more about him then someone who has known him ( Read more... )

.....you just can't see it ( Read more... )

Things just aren't really as I had precieved them to be. I'm still happy....it's just utterly confused at the moment about a few things. And I feel that part of the changes with someone recently are because of an event that I thought we had straightened out..but I guess I was wrong, I guess they weren't okay, but whatever, I'm not to concerned with ( Read more... )

Yeah, since everyone else is being all ask-me-questions and everything, I may as well to since I just don't care....here's the magic words, ask me 3, I would say any three, but if they involve someone else's privacy and I do not get they're permission to tell then I can't...but ASK ME nearly ANY THREE QUESTONS you're little heart desires and I will ( Read more... )

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Right now I'm sitting here with Kyle, Raines, and Typhani....watching Valentine. My bitrhday was yesterday....it actually went really well. I got a very good birthday present, if that's what we wanna call it. Though the person I recieved it from doesn't think that it was enough, so they're giving me more. My brother spent quite a bit on me, but I ( Read more... )