been awhile, lots has gone on, but not really into talking about it. So far vacatioon has gone well, hasn't been a day where i have'nt hung out with friends which is awesome. I really need to go snowboarding though, can't wait for solitude...that run will kick ass. But yeah, got some pink aviators today, because well i'm a P-I-M-P pimp. yeah ( Read more... )

Wow, bowling is amazing, i love it. It makes me so happy, just smacking pins around like they are my bitches... haha i love it. I go in with a clear state of mind, not thinking about anything in particular... yeah and come out that way. Its awesome, not thinking about anything for 3 hours, and just bowling. Yeah so i went bowling saturday if ( Read more... )

wow, yesterday i went with my family to lunch. We ate downtown at this cool little cafe type place. It was pretty good, except i was really cold the whole time. We got my sister some presents and i got a george carlin cd, man that guy is so funny. then i came home and hung out for alittle bit and then went to williston to see Coach Cater with ( Read more... )

holy shit.... tonight was the best night i have ever had in such a long time. I had so much fun hanging out with jenna taylor and becca, you guys are awesome. Jenna looked absolutely stunning... like there are no words to describe how she looked... it was just wow. The dance was fun too, except my feet hurt after, but it was completely worth it ( Read more... )

i'm trying to write a literary analysis essay right now... and its not going to swell. I feel like i have too much on my mind to write right now. Whats on my mind is the onlything i could write about, but that would be a waste of time, becuase no ones feelings/thoughts will change on the matter no matter what is said. but anyways off to finish ( Read more... )

all i want is to have someone again who i can hold and know that they are mine. Who i can turn to on a bad day to know they will cheer me up. Who i can call them mine and know that they really are, who i can talk to with out any awkwardness. I want someone who i can get a hug from and know that she actually wants to hug me back, and does. ( Read more... )

when we were young, we got away with everything. Now, we make some wrong comment and BAM parents in the face. I hate my parents sometimes... not that they have done anything bad recently but they just annoy me alot. My dad is such a hypocrite it annoys the shit out of me... i can't stand it sometimes. I wish i never learned how to be a smartass ( Read more... )

WELL.... i've beeeeen alot happier lately and i love it. This week has been pretty good for being the week back from vacation. I thought it would be A LOT harder than it actually was. The first day back felt like any other day... and it was a MONDAY, and mondays usually suck ass but it was pretty damn good... definatly up there int he top5 ( Read more... )

its getting better all the time.... yeah right. I had the best day wednesday. I hung out with the erics and we went and hung out with Jenna and Angela. I had a good time, it was great to finally do something with friends over the vaca. I really haven't done anything with friends this vaca, that was the one time. Monday i wanted to hang out ( Read more... )

so the past couple of days have been ok. I don't really feel like i've been too happy for some reason. I'm not even excited for christmas for some reason. I just feel like no one cares anymore. No one talks to me ever, i'm always the one to start conversations, and everytime i talk to someone its seems like they don't even want to talk to me, i ( Read more... )