To anyone wondering why the hell I dont update here, I have a deadjournal. thanks

this journal going inactive for a bit, privacys for dolts ;O

Mostly im okay with beth just wanting to be friends, and it comforts me that she said just friends "for now", even if it was just a lie to comfort me. but a small part of me hates that I have to hold back what I feel... but I know its best if I do. I cant tell whether shes trying to not be interested in me until her relationship with God is ( Read more... )

look at title!! :D

I killed a monkey that was on my back with a quick email. I feel much better now. As for my life, well in the past month or so it's gotten really good. I've been hanging out with alot of new people and having a LOT of fun. It's really great and I know that this is what it's like to be alive. This is the kind of life I want to live and the kind of ( Read more... )

This time several quadrillion people won't be watching. If I give you the link to this keep it to yourself please.