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[morbidsoulsrus]

By the time I get to live journal I dont even want to expend the energy I need to type. I dont want to think anymore about why I'm depressed, or why my knife is a little closer to my hand than normal. Most of the time, I shut it out. You can ask at this point, "whats wrong?" and I couldnt tell you. I dont know anymore at this point. I just shove

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[lostboy_panda31]

hey listen up bitch stop the fucking cry.i just came back from florida two days ago.my boyfriend and i ended up getting into the worst fight of my life.my unborn son was facing a heart breaking point of living or die.at one point all i wanted to do was cut the pain away or do what i do best.but ive learned over the past two weeks that all i can do is move on.noelle please stop running from the problem,please dont ignore the people that love you.thats not the way trust me.iam 5months pregnant and iam hurting more then ever.fuck iam hurting so bad that all i want to do is cry.but anyways call me so that we can talk.i can tell that you need a friend as well as i do.
love always panda

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WTF?!?!

[morbidsoulsrus]

I dont even have you goddamned number. You stopped calling me to let me know what it was. I wrote that fucking forever ago. I didnt even know you were pregnant! You never called to tell me!!! Fuck dude. I dont know where you are, I didnt know if you were alive or dead or in another state or what. You need to call me dude. So much fucking shit has gone on you dont even know, and obviously the same for you. If your in florida we need to chill. If not then we need to make it happen. I dunno if you still hjave my number, and I cant get to my e-mail often, but I know you could find it. I dont wanna post it here, call someone if you dont have it, get it the round about way, but dude get it and call me. I work alot and at fucked up hours, but i get off @ 8 pm and Im usually up all night so hey call me. You know ur loved.

Re: WTF?!?!

[lostboy_panda31]

yes we do hve alot to talk about.but i called at all the fucking numbers that i have and i cant seem to find your god damn number.i tryed finding you on myspace but your no longer on and i tryed to run around asking people but you know how ignorit people can be or how they always have to ask 500 questions before they are will to give up a fucking number man.but iam going to make life alot easyer and give you my number it so happeneds to be the same number...its 407-362-0832.iam living with my mother agin,so at least you know that iam being taken care of.
love always panda