Nothing seems important right now. Not most things anyway. Today was Nick's birthday (for anyone who doesnt know thats the father) and I was going to go hang out with him Jak and Jessica, but I didn't go. I could have if I had wanted to, and for a while I did, but then I didn't. First of all why the hell would Nick want me around, of all people, on ( Read more... )

Today was Senior Toga day and it fucking rocked. My toga was blood red and then I had my tribal design drawn on my arm and my black face makeup. It was awesome. I didn't do jack in any of my classes today because all the sophmores were taking their PSAT so the whole day was just do whatever.

1. I'm the only white chick in the Parenting class at school
2. Saw my dad today
3. He's still wont talk about me being preg

I would give anything to go back a few years. Before all of this, when the only important thing in my life was hanging out with my friends, buying cigarettes, and finding a good CD to put on when the radio sucked. I want to see everyone again, and at the same time I don't because of this. I don't want people to see me this way. I don't even look ( Read more... )

Man I have a huge essay due wednesday and I only barely started it, not to mention the comming due dates of that big ass fuckng senior research project. I already read the damn book and I still don't know how I'm going to do this project. Haha, maybe I shouldn't go to the mall tomorrow and do my homework.

I finally got a new site up and working, check it out and sign my guestbook. http://liquidsuicide.iwarp.com

In the last 24 Hours have you ( Read more... )

I went to the Dr yesterday for my ultrasound and guess what? It's a girl. Its funny because the printout she gave me she labeled with "GIRL PARTS". And since I get to name her even though I cant keep her, her name is Julien Marie.

Well I broke down in school again and this time it wasn't pretty. I think at one point I was screaming because I couldnt take it. I got out of class at 9:30 to go to SAFE and then just left school at noon. They pretty much think that everything is too much stress right now and that soon I will become a danger to myself again. Pretty much, if I dont ( Read more... )

This is some fucking shit. I am more than fucking pissed off right now. A coworker just e-mailed me telling me that one of the security guards told my boss that I was just going to up and quit after we get our X-mas bonus, which is a load of shit. I am going to quit my job, but not until like Febuary when the baby is due because after that my mom ( Read more... )