God I miss being a teenager.

It seems sometimes that when I talk about the baby, or being pregnant, it's not me whose talking. I mean of course it's me, but it seem so sureal. Probably because I don't show at all yet and it just seems weird. Oh well ( Read more... )

I just want to go to sleep for a very long time. I'm so stressed lately it seems I can hear things again that aren't there and I know that if it happens again it wont be so easy this time to fix. For so long I've been strong and now is not the time to weaken, but I do, with every passing moment I grow weaker and it hurts so bad sometimes to know ( Read more... )

I'll either look really good on monday, or be kinda orange colored with funny looking streaks all over the place.

Maybe I shouldn't have touched my face.......

OMG, I was playing around on Myspace and I found this girl. She's gorgeous. And a lesbian. And she goes to my school. And, lucky for me she claims looks don't bother her. Yeah well, if I'm lucky I can just hide the fact that I'm pregnant. Oh well.

OMG, I just got off the phone with Cory and it has been so long since I talked to him. I miss him like hell. He's all into drama now, which is awesome, and we caught up sorta. I miss the old crew so much. The old crew in my world though, not the way everybody else thinks of the "old crew". I miss chillin with so many people, and it's not like most ( Read more... )

Blah....I had so much to say...but hormones are fickle and very small things can turn day into night in any pregnant womans mind. Off to look at more families. byebyes.

I had a dream about Elan and now I miss him again. More than before almost. It kinda sucks. The one thing I really didn't need right now is to go thinking about my ex-fiance again.

I'm bored as hell and utterly exahsted. I still have at least an hour of homework left, and my room is still in peices. I dunno I guess my whole day has just been in peices. I was ok for a while, then took tylenol for my blinding headache, then just got all moody and sad. Yay for pregnancy hormones. I'm glad I didn't get to the point of being mean ( Read more... )

Man I dont know if I have a rash or what, but my legs fucking itch like hell and it wont stop!!!!

Random burst. Trying not to scratch legs...........not working.