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[morbidsoulsrus]

I just want to go to sleep for a very long time. I'm so stressed lately it seems I can hear things again that aren't there and I know that if it happens again it wont be so easy this time to fix. For so long I've been strong and now is not the time to weaken, but I do, with every passing moment I grow weaker and it hurts so bad sometimes to know

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Hey buddy

[manoutforakill]

Hey. *HUGS*. Cher up!!! I'll be here for you. I f you want I'll come over some time.

Re: Hey buddy

[morbidsoulsrus]

You should, wish I still had wheels and I'd come hang out.

[lostboy_panda31]

noelle...i can see that you and i need to talk very soon.your mind an body need to be clensed(sp).better yet you need some prayers from the godess.you are going throuh a very hard time and i know that there arent to many people that you thuoght that did care about you but they dont matter any more,its those that continue to talk to you that matter.i think what you need to do is try to talk to yor mom.i mean really try to talk to her.it also seem that you need to talk to your dad about what he has done to you.they are inportant at a time like this.they need to be in your life and help you throe this time of need.iam sorry if i have ever said anything to you that have ot may efended you in any matter.iam also sorry that i really havent been there for you when yo needed me the most.ive been very selfish these past few week or months or years.i dont know but i know that have.and iam also sorry that the things in your life have come out this way.but you know what...the things that happen to you ,you can look back and relize that being

[morbidsoulsrus]

Yes, we do need to talk, but I don't have your number. I don't really call people anymore, I just let them call me. Honestly praying wouldn't help, trust me I've tried, I've just gotta try my best not to end up in the Hospital's psych ward before the babies born. (I heard the food is terrible, lol) Do me a favor though, don't smoke. Yes, I said it, and I mean it. From what you last told me about maybe having issues with rent and such, you need to quit and be clear headed for a while, even if its a long while. And by a while I don't mean a week, I'm talking a few months. Quit, get a job and be serious. AND CALL ME!!!
XOXOXOX