Well, still no period so I'm officially calling it. Nicks gonna be a daddy, unless my body eats unother unborn. I hope to hell it does. Not only do I not want to have to deal with his stupid ass forever, but senior year when im getting good grades is not the best time for this. I quit smoking, so I dont know. If anything, Nick'll have to pay child ( Read more... )

Slept over at Chibi's house last night, and hurt my back sleeping. Dont know how that happened so don't ask. I guess I just slept on it funny so now it just hurts like a bitch. Gah, I'm so bored. I'm glad I finally got to see Chibi, cuz I haven't seen her in god only knows how long. She was in NY for the past month visiting her mommy. Man I wanna ( Read more... )

I'm going to City Walk with Cj tonight if anyone wants to come chill.

I very much enjoy my conversation with people of intelligence. They give me no intellectual hindrance, so I can speak freely in the way that my mind thinks. What sucks though, is that there are very few of whom I can speak to this way, who perhaps enjoy conversing as much as I. On top of that, one of them is a religion zellot, so much of what we ( Read more... )

I finally got some sleep last night. I could barely breathe yesterday so I went and got some nyquil which helped. CJ thought he was gonna have to call 911 or something because I felt like I had an elephant on my chest and thats what you get before you have a heart attack or heart failure. But, obviously, I'm still alive. It sucked though. But I ( Read more... )

Not much new going on. Only that I still don't have my period. It fucking sucks. i know I am, like I knew last time I was. What sucks more is that it was with a fucking 15 year old. Fucking Nick, god damned drinking party.

Bored bored bored bored bored.

I've been so stressed lately. I never have gotten much sleep, but it's been worse because now I can barely sleep at all, even though I pretend to so as not to be bothered. The things my mother has done has put many problems into how I'm going to fix what I did, and in all reality it may be some great time before I actually fix anything at all. ( Read more... )

Amanda IMed me looking for her shit again. Fucker. I told her I'd let her know when I could get her her shit and I can't right now because I don't have her shit so she needs to chill. I wish she'd just leave me alone. She hurt me bad and I don't even want to think about it anymore. All this shit's been happeneing and her just looking to get her ( Read more... )