This fucking sucks...i am so sick of having nothing to do and no-one to talk to...not that any one reads this or anyone cares...but I am at the end of my rope....fuck it..

My father died today...

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Sometimes it never ceases to amaze me how fucking stupid and bitchy people can be. I just had the "pleasure" of dealing with sara yet again. my mini fridge and a few other things have been there since I left. I thought that I was doing her a favor while she was doing me one. She had the use of my shit and I didnt have to move it. Then sara called ( Read more... )

Block out reason
escape the control
change in seasons
opens the hole
pour in the poison
numb out the pain
erase the illusion
open your eyes
we are all dead
with nothing inside

-R.C.- 2005

I'm a bad person...
I'd keep your distance
I will betray you
I will hurt you
it's not my fault
just the way I am
I'm sorry
I'm just not right
in the head

-R.C. 2005-

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Know that I will always love you
Know that I will always care
I will be there through your darkest hour
Know that I will always care
These feelings inside will not change
no matter what happens...
no matter the pain
I love you more than I can explain
No matter what happens
that will never change...

-R.C. 2005-