Hm....I sure do lead a very interesting life. I truly appreciate the life that I have. I have an able, healthy body. I have food, shelter, and a job. I have a kitten that I love, and a few very good, close friends. I am starting to love my body and to see it as truly beautiful. I just joined Planet Fitness, which is already making my life wonderful ( Read more... )

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so. this has officially been the strangest year of my life.

and it's only march.

i'm not even going to try to begin to comprehend the meaning of life anymore.

so she's still sitting on my face.

and i had the most wonderful dream about us last night. and woke up, feeling like i could die from sadness. i don't know how i got out of bed.

WHY THE FUCK CAN'T I STOP THINKING ABOUT HER????

oh my god i just want it to stop.

i'm not even sure anymore. if this grand show i'm trying to put on.

is more for the audience's benefit. or mine..

can't say i've ever been in a situation quite like this before....

and i have absolutely no idea what to do.

fuck you livejournal. i NEED the memory entries function to be working.

i'm going fucking crazy. i just can't cope right now.