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So... it is 2:00 am exactly... and I am not at all tired. *sigh* I am pretty damn depressed because Ben was tired and signed off about two hours ago. Now I am all alone. Wait... no, there is this guy named Matthew that is talking to me... but he is kinda creepy so I am hoping he goes to bed soon. But I am lonely. And I miss my boyfriend. And I miss ( Read more... )

So I totally just joined a community on livejournal. It is the child life community. It is all for aspiring and present Child Life Specialists, which for those of you who don't know, I am going to be. I am completely excited!

Hmmm... So Ben's ex-girlfriend and the girl I have always, ALWAYS, been immensely jealous of, replied to my last entry. I am sooo confused. I hate hurting other people... but now I am sooo happy... and yet, my happiness was a result of her pain. I hate that. I really really hate that. I love Ben. But... I never wanted to hurt Melody. Even sophomore ( Read more... )

Yeah... so today was freaking amazing. I mean it was... wow. I love you, Ben. I love you a whole freaking lot. So thank you. And I am sorry. I am sorry for what I said at Mike's house and I'm sorry about how I hurt you... and I am really happy that you love my eyes. I love your eyes too. So, no. This isn't a personal message for Ben. It is a ( Read more... )

Hey, So I have decided to join the world of LiveJournal once again. I did this freshman year... but it hopefully won't be a year like that again. Things are looking way better now that my world is in rights again.(Meaning since Ben and I got back together.) So please be my friend, because you kids are cool!