I want to see Ian. Gosh darn it. I can't wait till this weekend. I mit get to hang out with Josh too. So should be fun. I am also going to try to get the teeth excations for my halloween costume and white power. (for those who don't know i am going to be a white vampirer. So yeah. Ok well i am going to go back to crying to Lifehouse.

I have had a really bad 3 days. Ian didn't come even though he said he would. And then this morning turned out to be shitty too. I HATE MONDAYS!!!

I am waiting for Ian to come and i am bored. School is good. I like High School. I saw Donney and Thorton and White on Wes. so that made me happy. And now i am just sitting here waiting.

My life officail sucks. I had boyfriend lost him as fast as i had him. I just want to die right now. No point in living anymore. I have no boyfriend. I have a best friend who has abonded me. My life sucks.

I AM TONE DEAF. Finally a chore teacher not chicken to call me tone deaf. I had the in 5 grade and then thure out middle school. But now i know why iinsturments don't like me. YAY!!!

I had my frist day of high school today. It was pretty good. My teachers are not that bad and i can get around pretty easyly. I made up with a person that i really wanted to. So all in all it wasn't have bad. And i made a new friend. She is really nice. And I have all my classes with at least one person i know. So i am moderatly happy.

I went to orintasion today YAY!!!
I got my schdule too.

1 Biol 328
2 Alg 1 307
3 lunch
4-5 Cpt Sci 218
6-7 W His 506
8-9 Russian 1 501
10 Eng 1 228

Arina- Its not a bong, it can't be a bong
Arina(screams)- ITS A BONG!!!

Me- He can skatebroad
Arina- What he has gay porn?!?

"Breaking benjamin makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. Ironic is the fact that the only song I like is called "so Cold" "-arina