You know what I find out as life goes on, people leaving or dieing never gets easier. Yes I know he is gone, yes I also know he isn't coming back. I have told myself time and time again, if he is happy when he leaves then I will not cry. I am trying to keep that promise to myself. Its really hard though, he is gone. He IS gone. So times when we ( Read more... )

HAPPY BRITHDAY TO ME!!! I AM 16 :)

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Life Sucks. Ever must know this and deal with it.

Why am i so self concise, why has the world desided to make me this way. I hate everyone that called ugly or fat. And above all else i hate myself for believing it. Why do i believe them . I wish the world gave second chances. I wish i could erase the part of me. I wish i could erase myself.

Hi in compters again. I am boerd and thinking of Joe. I really want to see him. He makes me smile a lot. I don't know, something about just makes me so happy. I just want to be with him. Well i am current just doing random things one which includes looking at my pink shiny nails. I have also entryed a poetry contest with a poem that i wrote in like ( Read more... )

Hi people. it has been a while i am bored and really hyper. So i shall inform you to what i am doing. I am in computers and there is a sub. Mrs. Newsham isn't here. *YAY HAPPY DANCE* So i am specail and i can't wait till this weekend. Hopefull it will be good. I am not going to go out with Ian anymore. I don't it just didn't seem like he cared. I ( Read more... )

So today was fun. I wore wings and a halo to school. Here is a list of what we are doing today ( Read more... )

Stole from vickie who stole from corey who stole from ( Read more... )

THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998


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