I'm in love for the first time in my life.

I am incapable of accepting love from the right people.
&I always give mine away to the wrong people.
Livejournal can't fix this.

I have a secret.

I've been drinking &I've been emotional lately. I'm an honest person, but an event more honest drunk. I spill my guts for liquor. I haven't felt much feeling for quite a while &although this may be a good sign, I almost liked it how it was during the several months I felt so numb. I put too much effort into things where it's not reciprocated. I ( Read more... )

run away. run away. run away.

it's taking everything inside me to not listen to my head over my heart this time.

congratulations.

they motherfucked you all.

LURKER!