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Now that I can't have you, in any form, both friend and potential-anything, I wonder what would've happened if i told you that we could've been something ( Read more... ) -
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wished she had some credit/money so she can get the fuck out of here -
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I want to wallow in a sweet misery you will cause me.
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so i'm looking into going back into bellydance ( Read more... ) -
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so i was kinda worried on the way back but i realized that i hope i dont get hired.
i surveyed the people waiting in line and i wanted to tear off my clothes and streak because i wasnt myself and i knew it. i felt so cookie cutter and common and i felt like i was in uniform.
i only wanted to be there because of the extra cash and the clothes.
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Bye
So I wonder what's not driving me to talk to you. Alot of things but mostly what you said. I'm not angry anymore but now I'm just dissapointed and still shocked. From all people, you were the farthest for me to imagine the things you mentioned. You crossed that line and I don't even think you realized that you hurt me. This break has made me ( Read more... ) -
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so next time you decide to toy with the idea to go to his show just remember how he left you to "talk with his bandmates", how you texted him and it took him ages to reply, and how when you were trying to reach him to say goodbye he did not respond till an hour later. yeah, remember that, would ya? -
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so i'm back from Israel. it was a nice place to visit but i need to learn the language in order for me to fully enjoy the atmosphere. more on that later. tonight i'm going to Vagabond with leah and a friend. i'm reluctant to go because my body has accostumed itself to going to sleep around 11pm. that and this will be the first time i'm going to see ( Read more... ) -
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i'm slowly becoming a big movie buff, but not on my own accord.
in other news i want to cut my hair short. i wish i can cut it like boy short but i think im too masculine for it.
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*more notes to self*
try not to hang out with anthony tooo much and listen to crimson on the way back home on the expressway. nostalgia and loneliness stirs a forgiving attitude towards someone that should never be pardoned.