this is stupid
i wont write ..since no one reads

xoxo,

Christina

Yea I'm fucking tired of everyones shit ( Read more... )

FIRSTS ( Read more... )

Vegas was okayyy. I did a good job on the makeup and got alot of money.And I got the cutest fucking heels ever and I went to the MAC PRO store. Its sooo much better then regular mac . They carry body paint and neon makeup and black light makeup and like 30 billion shades of pigments and shadows and all that so i went fucking nuts there. I spent ( Read more... )

Im leaving for vegas tomorrow. Hopefully all goes well and everyones satisfied with the makeup. I just now kinda realized how stupid i was for thinking christopher would be a true friend. SO after a week of dealing with old grumpy people, cowards, haters from el monte, shopping, working, crying, and stict dieting, im ready to relax. Cheers.-

Funny how you think you know someone well and when you finally see them and spend time with them in persom its like you never knew them to begin with. I dont know....I just know that looks DO matter because when "he" didnt see me it was lovely and now that he has seen me its just like bleh. SO yea, I'll have to get over it. Work is going really ( Read more... )

Yeaaaa so today was fun. I went to the grand prix and saw pennywise!. hahaha j.k ...soooo j.k But it was fun because i hung out with Chrisptoher. Penny+Boob haha I<3 you Christopher. Anyways, Im dreading work tomorrow.And my lips are extremely chapped and Im sad And i still hate my fucking body. the end.

Im in a horrible mood today. SO therefore, Im acting like a bitch. But yea I finally got a job. At Macy's. And that is seriously fucking tiring and stressful. Gahhh. And I have horrible cramps.At least Im not sick anymore. And Christopher is ignoring me. Like the worst shit ever. Ok yea Im going to fucking LBC tomorrow and its gonna be gay and i ( Read more... )

I have a fucking bladder infection!! Just my luck. This is sooo shitty. Like my back and abdomen were hurting all weekend and I couldnt eat all weekend so I guess Ive had the infection and i didnt know, therfore I didnt take care of it. and it got worse. So, If it doesnt improve with my meds by tomrorrow i might have to be hospitalized. UGH that is ( Read more... )

I cant believe how much i hate life right now. I feel sick to my stomach from crying so much. I dont know what I need to do to be happy right now. But first thing is first. I have to block my so called "father" out of my life. If not he will drive me to insanity. I cant beleieve my mother actually loved him. I cant believe she put up with him.I ( Read more... )