Also, I don't understand drug culture ( Read more... )

Andrew Jackson Jihad - Can't Maintain - http://www.mediafire.com/?gzbnamh2zykRead more... )

It's nearly one, I've only just recently spilt scalding-hot water over my hands, and I am trashed. This is no way to prepare for my senior seminar - I've got it tomorrow at ten - let alone prepare tea. Yikes! I have to read stuff and write stuff and oh no! At least I'm enjoying living in the moment, now, because my pop-punk binge will have to ( Read more... )

So I guess my last entry wasn't all my fault. Or, at least it wasn't just because I suck at communicating. After talking it over with her for a bit, I realized that the frustration I was all shitfucked over was because our relationship was teetering near collapse. Well . . . not exactly teetering. She had been thinking "about it" for the week ( Read more... )

Shit fuck cunt twat bitch nigger jeeeeeeew. What is this? I feel like a complete sucker saying this, but why do I always let this happen to me? What am I doing wrong? Am I jumping to conclusions before I should be jumping to anything at all? This is bullshit. Complete and utter bullshit. I don't understand. Why do I find nothing but pretentious ( Read more... )

I am convinced ( Read more... )

Music is has to be one of my favorite drugs. Self medication is no harder than hitting a few buttons and shoving some things into your ears. You don't occasionally cough from music, and you definitely don't throw up after having too much of it. No runny noses, phlegm, or disgusting blood money ( Read more... )

I've been toying around with an idea recently. I've been wondering if the reason behind me not taking many things too seriously is because I'm deftly afraid of losing them. Granted, these carpet statements don't really work for everything, but the truth seems a little scary to me ( Read more... )

Fuck self-medication. Really. Give me a good record, instead! Music is the better crutch. I guess, in that case, it's a pity that I can't find a good album, right now.

Drink up!

"undead"journal?

I smiled, but that doesn't mean that I'm not disappointed with your cheesyness, livejournal.