i want to be a celebrity today. the hiding type - who maybe has jumped ship on this whole patriot thing. it would be cold where i live and i'd be relentlessly turning out my craft. not acting. not singing. books. pages and pages and pages of stories. i'd have long long hair and i'd be sickly-sweet thin with some circles under my eyes. with ( Read more... )

steep, tea. steep. currently sick and so i've had what seems like an eternity alone with my thoughts. when i became too cynical i fled to blockbuster. i'm no longer banned after paying the fifty-six dollar fine. and wouldn't you know that my blockbuster doesn't participate in the "no more late fees" program. so i'm sure to be banned again ( Read more... )

i'm tired and teary eyes don't help the swelling effect on the eyes. i'm sick of working and I think i just wish i was 18 again, so i could start over . . . so i could understand . . . so i could have the same beliefs . . . so i could not be so scarred ( Read more... )

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i had an amazing weekend. when i'm near her, ... i just can't explain it. the girl is magic. my smiles never stop. i n s i d e a n d o u t. wrapped in warmwarm sunshine. m y o n l y sunshine. it's not that we did anything outrageous. we lounged. we opened gifts. we went to the mall. we kissed. we held each other. we laughed. we talked ( Read more... )

I went to My Virtual Model and this is what it came up with. Is it me?

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i can't believe that it will be christmas eve in 10 days. *shrugs* the holidays have lost their appeal with age. i'm really looking forward to having my own life and creating that warm holiday *feeling* again with my special someone. there used to be such a magical feeling in this house around the holidays. i don't know what happened. maybe ( Read more... )

she is grappling with sadness today. her eyes poured tears this morning in his office. the office was cold and the window gleamed with ten a.m. dew. she looked out that window for an answer to his questions. for an answer to her questions. for a source of visual wisdom. she didn't find anything. her body went limp with misunderstanding; ( Read more... )

i think i've sunk into my new digs without a hitch. my past is melding into a swirl of grey and black. i don't remember it. i tell myself i don't remember it. one door closes; another opens. i try to figure out when i became so scared. so paranoid. so so so disorderly. and then i recall that it's typical to be gunshy after a breakup. that ( Read more... )

um, because i want to and colors are pretty:

sleeping is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator yes. sleeping. yes.

sushi is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator sushi. mmmmm. sushi.

lesbian frenzies are lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator AHHHHHHHHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAH THIS THING DOES NOT LIE ( Read more... )