Sunday nights...

[moriah_inlondon]

Well, I haven't posted in here since...well, I'm not going to go check.  But a lot has been going on, and I've been thinking a lot.  So I'm going to indiscriminately spill my guts to the LJ public.  I'm fairly convinced that none of my real-life friends reads this, so if you'd just leave a brief comment to let me know you read this, I'd at least

Comments

[catkeyla]

I read it! and I'll pray for you

I guess I can't really relate to most of this since you're at a stage in life I haven't reached yet, but I liked what you wrote about appreciating childhood and college. I hope I remember that next time I start getting frustrated with school because I guess you're right, it is a pretty unique time and situation. But hey hey! It's gotta be nice to not have to worry about midterms and finals anymore, right? :-P

I do hope you reach the "recovery" phase soon. It sounds to me though like you're dealing with all these changes very maturely and are headed in the right kdirection! :)

p.s. it was nice to see you today!

[skankingnaked]

i just transferred to alverno college. i have a bit of free time here and there and have been having just a general rough time with life in general (i can't really pinpoint things so i'll just say that). one day i decided to walk into the church that i always just walked by on the way to class and sat for awhile. i'm not sure how to begin a consistent relationship with God and i always cry in church and try to go through what feels like the right motions. i'm not sure, this probably should have been a personal lj post and not a "hello i'm thinking of you, i read your post" comment. i wrote in the prayer book for my own worries and anyone in a similar transition situation. i wasn't inherently thinking about you, but now i am. i think it is very scary, i mean, moving forward.
best of luck, dear. you're pretty inspiring, even in your struggles, know that.

[moriah_inlondon]

you inspired me with your story of how I somehow inspired you. well, I went on facebook to stalk you and find your phone number, but I did not succeed. You should call me or e-mail me and we can commiserate about our odd stations in life. I've been praying for you since I read your comment (at work, so I couldn't write back), so I'd love to hear what you're thinking and how you're doing in general. so yeah, you should call me.

P.S. you're still my favorite person. :)

[quill2002]

Thank you, Moriah, for saying the things I've been feeling but have been unable to put into words.

"I guess my biggest problem is that I'm afraid I won't be living, I'll be getting through life. Not being active, but allowing my days to pass by me while I'm waiting for something down the road."

Exactly. I wish I knew how to stop waiting.

I look at the lives that most adults lead and I don't see happiness, except in brief bursts. I see a lot of frustration. It worries me that even though I can see the failings in the life I'm expected to lead, society doesn't leave many other options open.

[fogdog410]

oh fog. i love you. i love your posts. they're so much deeper than my 'list of what i learned this week...biology boy is NOT cute' ones. but i'm still in the college childhood phase, so i'll use that for an excuse as long as i can. i read, but it took me a week to, because my friends page doesn't always show everyone's entries? i dunno why.....grr. stupid internet. but i hope you reach your recovery stage, or something, and i'll be there in 3 weeks. whooo. still don't know how i'm getting there, but i will not be happy if it's with lindsay. i added kiera jacobson on facebook and said i was your sister and asked if she was going home for fall break, but she added me back but ignored my request for a ride. oh well. so it goes.

i love youuu.