i kind of want a new screenname..... a new account.

i need to express how i always wish i looked like someone else

here is me and those who i wish i did look like

so this is me


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its 2 am and i cant sleep. moist day today. allergies are making me feel like im 50 and smoked 10 packs of cigarettes a day.

its official! i am recording this summer and no one can stop me!

i feel lonely and unloved lately. its just weird that some friends only talk to me when they have issues. but when i wish to talk i never get to say anything

today we were supposed to write out the chord progression. the so called music playing sounded like clowns running around doing stupid things.

this is enough to make me change majors.

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with my boyfriend's sister getting married last week (hopefully she will grow up and stop being a snob and talk to me, and one of my friends getting married very soon and how jay and i was randomly invited to a wedding in a couple weeks i cant stop thinking about weddings really. they say the marriage is more important and how im not ready for ( Read more... )

discouraged. friendless. unlovely.

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