and once again i turn back to LJ.
this isn't healthy.
it's so much easier, 
being a follower, 
than a leader.
yet, the former, 
seems so much more appealing.

Maybe i just need some guillaume apollinaire.

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 whenever i hurt you, it's like hurting part of myself. i hate myself for doing that. especially now, i can't concentrate cause of what you said to me.

"go think about it yourself, i don't want to keep telling you the problems all the time". 
 

HELLO PAM! I LOVE YOU! <3

here's my update. hehehe.

Before i leave tomorrow i just wanted to let you have something to read so that you won't feel that i'm gone for too long. i'm sorry that i've lied to you. i know how you detest liars and i became one of them. you made me see sense in what i had done wrong ( Read more... )

you vent your frustrations on me, but i'm your listening ear.
you go all pissy on me, but i still comfort you.
you want to cry, but with a hug you feel better.

Your As are a couple of weeks away love, you can do it. I'll find every means of motivating you even if it means being a cheerleader standing outside the exam hall cheering you on.
<3
 

so here i am sitting alone on a vintage leather chair in Singapore Arts Museum. i have not slept for a whole day and i can't sleep for another either. that's cause stupid me keeps getting up late to make it in time for the 11am tour and now on the day before the submission, i'm rushing and pushing myself like crazy. i've been here since 2pm and i ( Read more... )

am i really such a terrible person to you? you know that i'll never do anything to hurt you. maybe its what i'm doing to myself that's hurting you. i truely and honestly care about you <                                                               this much                                                                                        > ( Read more... )

its how you just surprise me with P.Osh brownies and other things that made me so sure that you're so much more. i miss you and i can't wait for after your As so we can travel overseas. =)

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