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I hate feeling weird. Maybe it's bad karma. It seems like everyone in this godforsaken world is trying to be tough. It's either start shit with someone, or be a chump and stare at them without ever talking. It's like a fucking gradeschool crush. The next time you see someone glaring at you from across the room, think to yourself.."Hey..maybe they ( Read more... )

I began my ascent at minus zero, you made so sure of that. You tried to keep my down here, your complacency has been your downfall. Nobody made you the king of the world, And I'm here to dethrone you. So kiss the ring motherfucker, it's my time, my time to shine. Grasping for the straws as they fall, maybe you can make a splint for your broken ego ( Read more... )

booo. i missed blindside today for no reason. except for band practice, but it was alright. hella' fun too. i have a decision between fall out boy, and name taken, or, The Black Dahlia Murder. I'm nto a big fan of FOB but I like hanging out with the boys from name taken..even though I've never seen Black Dahlia in concert. mooo..what to do what to

meh..my dad will be home soon..which means i have to turn in my driver's liscense. this day keeps getting better and better.

so i went overdrawn on my account. -86 dollars. my mom yelled at me hardcore, saying i wasn't responsible enough to do anything. she also said i should find a new place to live since the money didn't even come out of her account. i've had an uncashed paycheck for almost two weeks. i haven't felt this way in a long time. when they yell..i receed ( Read more... )

humans seem to be the only species who can't survive without attention..

You're so selfsih. Jesus christ. You have a bad life because you do shitty things. It happens that way. God punishes people for their sins. I've been punished by mine, and will continue to be until the day I die. I'm glad things turned out for everyone as they should. Meh. we'll find another place to practice soon. It just means we're going ( Read more... )

"I'm only happy when it rains.."
"It can't rain all the time.."
It's strange..I always feel better when it rains. Such a shitty time..and it's gorgeous outside. I love it. Today will perhaps be the best day I've had in a long time.

"It's always calmest before the storm"..but in this case it was the roughest..

All you're friends gone
All thoughts are on
noone out there
on one somewhere
try to get out
try all about
to find your way
on a new day

and life goes on

your life goes on

go on

it's up to you now..