I couple of months ago..January - February..I was going through a hard point in my life. My emmotions were in an up-roar and I was trying desperately to find a reason. Someone to love, for I am dreadfully dependant on other's energies, even though I tend to distance myself. Her name was Melissa..she hurt me hard..and I finally got the guts to ( Read more... )

Guess which awesome driver just got into an awesome accident? Me. But I'm okay..don't worry. Yeah..so..I was coming home after dropping my girlfriend off from prom and I dozed off. Swirved across two lanes, slammed into a telephone pole, then proceeded to go over some tiny hills and hit a couple trees. My mom's pissed..my dad is cool about it. My ( Read more... )

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Like a dream you came to me

i got a new aol sn. it's ache in my eyes IM me or something because there's too many people to switch over. so if you care that i talk to you, let me know that i should add you..or something. :-)

I need you now more then ever before
This pain inside is so hard to endure
I can't quite explain what is both-er-ing me
Just take my word and let it be-ee.

I just close my eyes and picture you there
With those beautiful eyes, and that gorgeous hair!
Feeling your breath slither down on my neck
Makes me melt into a tiny fucking speck!

no more meaness. no ( Read more... )

Everybody wants to sin, but no one wants to pay the consequences. I am ready. I am ready to pay for my sins. I am no Jesus Christ but I am willing to take the burden for you for you, God has bestowed his eternal light. I see it..I see in my sleep, through the darkness of my eyelids and my inner psyche. As long as there is faith, you shall have me ( Read more... )

hm. not much to say. i don't really post anymore. i guess i'm in one of those "moods" i get into. it's alright though. band practice was canceled today. that = gay. if things dont change soon, i want out. nich says i disappeared. maybe i did. i guess it's just like..memories. they only exsist as long as someone remembers them. that's all people are ( Read more... )

you'll know she was mine when you see the fingerprints around her throat, and the bruise on her thigh.

woohoo..i got my hat today. im happy. happier if i could have dyed my hair..but i guess i can wait till graduation. to all of you people who seem to be mean all the time, or just mean to people in general. please refrain from talking to me. thanks ( Read more... )

so yeah, it's really sweet that i almost always work for everyone when they call in sick or do something else besides work, but when I need ONE FUCKING DAY OFF for band practice..everyone else is too busy with their own god damn lives. <^>