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Agony
Lonily beyond words. No one with a real connection with to talk to. No desire to find a new path ( Read more... ) -
Only one tear today.
Loss and fear are the route of so much pain. -
The spring rain washed the dead bodiesclean staining the ground with red rivulets forming into river
Fealing better. Had a nice normal conversation with her today. Just chating about boffer larps and the troublesof bad websight info. It's good to be able to talk. One of the things i said that weakend was that of the things we did and wanted to do. ALmost all of them are things that most people would do with a friend. It's importent to me that we ( Read more... ) -
Frustration thy name is.
I'm awake early i should go out today. I want to, speeking to people would help me forget.
I can barely walk. -
Despair
I woke up in pain today. A swollen ache in my hands, feet and neck. It took a long time to manage to get out of bed ( Read more... ) -
Meow
Funny thought. Ive lived with pain my entire life. I have a hundred different words for pain. But only grief [and back spasms] is so bad that i can hardly walk to the kicthen. ] -
Mrirwl. Lonily kitty
I'm a little hungry. I know i should get up to swicth the laundry and eat something. I want to ask her what shes eating today. Complain that i don't have anything nearly as good. I cant right now anyway. If these new tenents actually move in and are reliable i'll be able to eat real food again. At least for a while ( Read more... ) -
Quite moments.
I'm not going to make it out of the house today, not early enough to really socialize anyway. Doing the laundry is gonna take a while. I'm takeing the dishes out of my room washing them and puting them away. I'm going to organize my desk and books. Clear out the clutter. I'm goinng to need my cave to be habitable if i want to cacth another doe.
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Path of Tears.
I need to say these things i dont know if anyone still reads this. I dont care. If you dont want to read about my pain and the process of moveing on through my grief just ignore my posts. They wont be anything else for the forseable future ( Read more... ) -
Potential breakdown for rhakshasa.
Profiencies: Simple, and Martial Weapons, as well as Light and Medium Armor.
Favored Class: Sorc, If the character takes additional levels of sorcerer, these levels stack with the rakshasa’s base spellcasting ability for spells known, spells per day, and other effects dependent on caster level. A rakshasa character likewise uses the sum of its ( Read more... )