i got the my chemical romance cd..it kicks ass!!!!!!!!!!i also got white and cherry red nailpolish and a shirt...but i still need the misfits shirt...danm it.i just realized how many hours , days , years ive wasted on stuff my parents want me to do...i just want to fun awya and feel no ties to anyone and start over and feel free to do what i want ( Read more... )

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shelby and liz just called and they are in florida...shelby said she called me too but no one was home...stupid fucking softball...i could have gone to florida twice and my parents are just like "oh well. softball this...softball that". how many fucking times to they think im gonna go to florida with some of my best friends? i know im going with ( Read more... )

i had a softball tournament this weekend and it rained friday and saturday..so we only played to day...we lost our only two games and our coach was about to like shit in his pants...and he was yelling at us and during the game they hit a poop fly behind me and i had to run back to get it...against the wind and i hadnt moved for like an hour so i ( Read more... )

i saw harry potter and they left out and changed so much stuff..it was the best still tho...i woke up at 1 today it was awesome..but i want to do something and i cant cuz i have to pack for softball...yeah...nothing else has really happened or is on my mind right now..so peace

harry potter is coming out. it better be good cause its my favorite book in the series. mere is suppose to take me...i think...whatever...i dont think im going to warped tour...im sad bout that..and just so u know jimmys arse is in the air so wath out for brown smelly things...lmao.oh and he is european. yeah my friends are so weird its awesome. oh ( Read more... )

i saw marissa and sarah!!!!!!!!!!!!i was so happy yeah!!!!!!!!!!hehe..i miss them so much they are awesome...=)..im feeling good

sorry for scaring you guys but this journal is away for me to vent in a healthy way by writing...dont be scared bobbas...im not dying until i go to california and meet afi...so im gonna be here for a while but as soon as both of those happen im dropping dead...lol...my mom took me to the mall and i was gonna get a misfits shirt but she didnt like ( Read more... )

all my parents do is buy me stuff to make up for my depression adn bing upset...they dont even try to figure out what is wrong...they try and buy my love...i dont care about softball...i dont care about varsity..i dont care...adn if they actually cared they would have heard me say that already or would figure it out..i hope i die soon

im so tired of everything...my parents are sooo freakin obsessed with softball and all i do is say i dont want to play anymore...i hate it...i hate everything...im so sick of it all....im tired of living