i'm 21 today.

life is terrific! 

i have abandoment issues.

didn't i give you everything?
didn't i take you where you want to be?
didn't i make you feel just like a queen?
and all that time I thought that I was gettin'
somethin' right

look me in the eye and tell me somethin'
am I supposed to walk away with nothin'?
do I convince myself we never happened?
well I guess I won't be denied
i'm gettin' somethin' right

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well, i changed my mind about writing about my life and stuff on here, b/c i realized this is my venting tool, and unless you want to hear my complain in person, then this is how its gonna be.

now i don't really talk about it anymore.  but late at night, when i can't sleep, i think.  and think and my brain just won't turn off!  i can't stop ( Read more... )

everything is changing.

he stole my heart.  took my breath away.  every over used line you can think of is how he made me feel.  this includes the heartache and the sadness.  he crushed me.  made me want to die.

there was a time where i would've killed for him.  
but now.
i can't even think about my life w/ him anymore.  i can't even think about all those nights that i slept ( Read more... )

you would never believe me, b/c i definitely don't believe me ( Read more... )

please call me back.

i need help.  seriously.
i can't be like this anymore.

*THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU ( Read more... )