oh gawd.

everything changed the other night when i was lying in bed feeling sorry for myself.  
it was about 2:30 or so, and i was thinking about the direction that my life was going in, and how i'm waaaaaay to dependant on all my boyfriends.  why shouldn't i start taking care of myself?  well, b/c i'm one of those girls that likes to be taken care of, but ( Read more... )

if you've ever been desperate to overcome conflct and been rejected at the door and then left sobbing on the sidewalk whilst someone smokes a cigarette, looking at you compassionless, then you know how i feel.

DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:LowSchizoid Disorder:LowSchizotypal Disorder:LowAntisocial Disorder:HighBorderline Disorder:LowHistrionic Disorder:HighNarcissistic Disorder:HighAvoidant Disorder:LowDependent Disorder:ModerateObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:Low
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so i'm feeling extremely confused about my life right now.  about everything about it ( Read more... )

3 more days!

i have so much to update about! 

lots of fun!
yaaaaaaaaay!

cliche.
i don't know how to do this.