As I suffer from jet lag I look forward to my early morning im's with kavita_da_freak just before she goes to school. This is part of our conversation that took place a few moments ago. ( peep hole... )

I got in from my dad's Saturday afternoon. Thanksgiving was fun. I ate a few meals that I had not tasted in awhile. I thought about kavita_da_freak a lot. I did not do much else while I over there. I went shopping and brought three long sleeved shirts for the winter. I took pictures of myself in one of them for kavita_da_freak. I will post them before the end of the week ( Read more... )

I have a confession to make. I raped kavita_da_freak last night. I wanted her. She wanted me. We revealed strong feelings for each other. At first she did not object. Our feelings mingled. Our thoughts were as one. Madness ensued. Then while this interaction was occurring her objective thoughts brought a tear to her mind's eye ( Read more... )

The past fews days have boring which is why I did not write anything for awhile. I will be going to my dad's in Denver nextweek for thanksgiving and his birthday. I am going to get him a book. Since he likes western movies I figured he will like a western book too.

I think I am obsessed with kavita_da_freak. I missed her on the chat today. She is in my thoughts ( Read more... )

We talked about my nightmare. I replaced her sn with her name ( Read more... )

*burps* Excuse me. That came from nowhere. I wanted to put something in here before I go to sleep. There is two things I want to mention. I am a co-moderator for weird_desi which was born out of kavita_da_freak's boredom and inspired by weirdness. I am also going to be using another lj sn. I will use start to use it when I am finish with the transformation. I will let this one die ( Read more... )

Yesterday morning I was thinking about how much I wished for death. My life requires so much effort, but I feel I have so little to give. My lifeless living shreds my morality. As time goes on I am days behind. I want my peace. When is my peace? Thriving in darkness devourers my feelings. Is my existence without meaning? Yet I persist for ( Read more... )

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kavita_da_freak and I on yim doing the nastiest things imaginable. Well maybe the nastiest is an exaggeration. Maybe just plain old naughty is more accurate. I mean their is hands-on-ass content, a penis, mild self-mutilation, implied nudity, :)'s content, hyperventilation, implied multiple-personality-disorder, literature-porn reference...

( Cut for your peeping pleasure. )

I am still awake. I do not feel tired. I feel like eating, and all I have is a box of cereal. I tried to rest, but my eyes would not stay closed. My class starts in six hours. It takes me at least a half a hour to get ready and go. Five and a half hours to kill. I might look into an insomniac community or something. Maybe I will find someone to ( Read more... )