FUCK! workin at honeybaked ham at easton every day is very draining. but now that i dont have school im workin 13 hour days. im so tired. my feet hurt. my legs hurt.my favorite white shirt is stained from ham juice.i cant resist myself around all those delicious and enticing hams, mmmmmmm.i dont get my first check til the day after christmas. and i ( Read more... )

tell me im special.
tell me im worth it.
tell me you love me.

ive had many loves. ive had my heart broken many times.and it wasnt lust it was love, i can tell because i still feel that way for each and every one of them.and i never got over any one of them, because love never dies.i can fall in love easily, but not with anyone. i fall in love so easily because i see how special people are, i just wish someone ( Read more... )

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happy birthday to me. im 18 now.

i got my new tattoo its pretty fuckin sweet. i like it.

im so fucking confused and lost in life. i know exactly what i want but its never been so hard to find. maybe im lookin in the wrong places, or im just not asking right. i dont know i just i hope i find it, or at least something to keep me from doing something stupid while i look for it.why

today i found out that a friend of mine died. he got shot in the neck by a shotgun. im so pissed i found out the day after his funeral. i feel like shit. im gonna miss him.

and then i woke up...

everythinng is just a dream, a facade, to keep us going.when you wake up it all falls apart, and you feel like you cant go on anymore.but eventually, and it may seem like an eternity away, you will fall asleep once more.thats when the dreams become a reality, where anything is possible, no doubts, no remourse, no regret. and in that slumber ( Read more... )

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