i have no life i guess you could say, i do absolutely nothing all day waiting for night to fall once again so i may slip slowly back into the unconscious which is where im the happiest. i awake at about 2 feeling pissed....at myself....simply because i woke up so early in the day, i miss my dreams, they are so blissful because its not my life. ( Read more... )

FUCK!MY NOSE FUCKING HURTS!!

dammit. it makes me so mad cause i never know what i want and i get so little but what little i get i know i dont want. but then when i realize what i want i cant get it or i already had it and i lost it.

everyone does things for a reason.and if youre gonna stand up for it you better have a damn good reason.but what you dont want anyone to know, what if you want to keep it to yourself.then youre fucked ( Read more... )

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lalala alcohol is good. had a long day of working and nothing else. just got off work and decided to get drunk and what a coinkidink my mom had a hard day too. so.....were just spending some good ol' mother daughter time together(wink wink). tehe, fun fun

when you feel like crap, all you need is something significant, something little yet very big, something that makes you feel important to someone, just one little moment and everything can change. id give anything to feel that again.

well yesterday i got my naval pierced. it didnt hurt as much as i thought it would.but its cool. im not as excited about it but i like it, its just not ehough for me but next i think im gonna get something on my ears but what? dunno. JOSH IS GONNA BE A DADDY! i cant believe it. hes the last person i would have expected of many but he was ( Read more... )

i always rant on and on about how much life blows and dont get me wrong it really does but i wish i had something good to write about.i feel so empty, and alone.i just want someone to be there for me, to love me for who i am, to hold me tight and make me feel so special. nobody knows the real me, fuck i dont even know me.im lost and i cant find ( Read more... )

i always feel like crap for no apparent reason. if something good happens to me, its ruined by something horribly fucked up. the bad out weighs the good and im getting fucking sick of it. i just wish life could go back to two years ago, it was great then, everything was peachy, now my peaches are all brown and hairy. it would be great if it ( Read more... )