so, I am embarking on a new path soon, and i dont think i will be able to write in this any more. not that i do anyways. and its funny because i checked friends page and not one person made a new entry... that makes me happy.

we are finally growing up. and realizing the value of private moments.

good bye, what a splendid game we all had.

Soon I will be able to rid my self of these growths. I can't forget to go all the way to the roots.

I feel like there is this crazy fun world that exists around my world. Where all the rules are different. and i feel like there is this huge conspiracy that no one can let me into it or even talk about it for that matter. in this world everyone thinks differently... every one thinks about them selves. like this natural driven force that hinders ( Read more... )

OH MY LORD I MIGHT BE STUCK IN WASHINGTON STATE FOR 2 MORE WEEKS!

oh well whatcha gonna do? might as well enjoy it while it lasts. haha.

I miss my girl already...

people tell you to keep at it, it will all work out, people tell you to pay your dues, your time will come. People say "hey that's a good kid, things will happen to him ( Read more... )

sometimes I think, why should it be any different for me?

i feel like this last week was a whirlwind of madness. i cant even remember everything that happened.

i just want everything to slow down for a second.

how come it is wrong? the fates tell me that I'm suppose to flip a 180, and yet I'm very content and happy with the way things are going to for me right now... so why is it wrong to find some peace. how is it that I'm suppose to leave the two things that I enjoy most, for....for.... yeah what was that, I couldn't hear you. Maybe if I knew what was ( Read more... )

the ability to accept things as they are is a very interesting skill. It certainly saves on drama and creates a balanced life style. Being at the bottom of the food chain isn't such a bad thing, in fact it has many benefits that work to my advantage. There is however a very bad side effect of being at the bottom, and thats boredom. Boredom for me ( Read more... )

I look back and realize maybe i havent changed that much, i really did just mask it. hahaha.