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I am depressed. I am struggling right now. I don't know why. I wish I had a specific reason - but I really don't. I keep trying to find a way to justify it. To explain to myself why I have no motivation. Why I don't want to go to school (and yes, my hyper and over half boy grade 2 class so contributes to not wanting to go to school). Why I only ( Read more... ) -
Thoughts I have had lately...
Work. Life. Blah. I am home with Nyx, she woke up with a fever and an upset stomach. She seems better now, but I also know she's been struggling mentally with her own anxieties and behaviour (she had a meltdown on Monday when I picked her up from Brownies), and a day of doing nothing is good for everyone every now and then. So I am on my laptop, ( Read more... ) -
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I need a new cup. I have been using a Diva cup (size small) for the past 6 years inverted and with the stem cut off. I have an exceptionally low cervix - I can usually feel it without inserting my finger the entire way, generally before it hits my second knuckle. I want to order one, and I live in Canada. I can also get it shipped to the US, as I ( Read more... ) -
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I have my long term list interview tonight at 5. I have been studying my ass off for it for about a week and I'm really nervous but I think that I know my material. I'm just worried that they will throw me a curve ball and ask me something that I haven't prepared for or don't know about. Some new teaching strategy or something. I know I know my ( Read more... ) -
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I have been sick for over 3 weeks now. It started as a sore throat the weekend of the 10th, then I partially lost my voice the following Tuesday. The next few days was just a lot of coughing, but it wasn't a chest cough. However, about a week and a half later, I think brought on by a work trip to Toronto, this cough turned into a chest cold. I had ( Read more... ) -
Work and Tutoring
Work is slowly picking up, but it's been hampered by my persistent cold. I had a fever Monday night and had to take Tuesday off of work, so the week has been slow because of that. A lot of half day phone calls too. I'll have 2 days this week and 2 days last week, making my next pay cheque small :( im really worried about money, and I'm ( Read more... ) -
Links post and roundup
And LJ is running really slow, so I dunno if this post will actually post.
I have a shit ton of links open in my browser, and I think that my Facebook friends are getting tired of seeing me link stuff all the time. Here is brief rundown on stuff I am reading right now: -
Cover Letter for LTO list
So teacentral recently went through her LTO list inteview, and she posted a bunch of cover letters that she has done up as she got ready to send in applications to other boards. I thought I'd see about getting some feedback from everyone as well, see if there is anything I missed ( Read more... ) -
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Apparently Oma is fading. I put off going to see her this week because of chores and being busy and now I feel horrible that I didn't get up to see her before now. I am going this afternoon with my mom, I am hoping I can hold it together.
I can't fathom a world without my Oma's love and advice and wisdom. She is so awesome, and such a great ( Read more... ) -
friendships
how do you say to a friend that she needs to lighten up, because she is making hanging out with her exhausting because I am having to always watch what I say because she thinks that I am always insulting her and making jabs at her. it is always tiny things, like the way I am standing, or the way I say something, or a compliment is a veiled ( Read more... )