yo new year's was great. i was so ripped at 61 hud. my buddy mikey rod WALKED from metuchen to rahway in a 2.5 hour journey that night. dude is fuckin nuts. saw so many people i haven't seen in awhile.

my birthday is coming up, holy shit 22.......

been thinking about moving to ohio. it is for lovers you know.

i just ask myself what i've ever done wrong to deserve a life like this. why must i go through this bullshit and just have a fucked up foundation. everything means nothing, and i really hate this life. i do nothing to deserve this pain.

fuck you.

didn't get a call back today, so i guess i didn't get the job.

well today is the big interview with new jersey american water. wish me luck!

last night i went to butch kowals and saw this band i know Indian Boy. they fucking rock. play a good mixture of classic rock covers and some new covers of bush etc...it was arite at first. ken was supposed to come but he ended up not coming and tim was comin too. so tim showed up and it really eased the situation of not really having a friend to ( Read more... )

new coheed cd = amazing! can't stop listening to it.

take me back the that happy place in my life when last picked was playing shows every weekend and i was just chillin with the coolest people in the world. i really miss all that shit so much. we could just sit in a basement and do nothing , but nothing was so much fun. anything was fun. life was good. i feel real down about everything right now, ( Read more... )

friday - went to see tipping point in rahway and they rocked. good to see little dan joined them now. saw jess gajda for the first time in forever. afterwards i played beer pong at my house with rufus, ry, hoffy, victoria, t-nice, and dave chilled too. called it a night at 3:30 am and had to be up for work at 7 ( Read more... )

last night i went over to mike costello's house and he had a few people over and had a small poker tournament. he bought me in for 30 bucks cuz i was broke and it turned out that i made 160. i gave mike 30, and walked away with 130. hell yea! we came down to three people and decided to just split the money up. i was the chip leader so i got a bit ( Read more... )