I feel like there is something wrong with me. I’m not doing things right because in some basic way, I’m not right. I’m worried that I’ll never know what that problem is, I’ll never be able to fix it, I’ll never be able to succeed and find happiness the way that people expect me to. And its not like they want me to be happy so that I experience ( Read more... )

I know I haven't posted for a while but I need to rant.
I got all dressed up, and finally felt like I was looking fione, but for what? I didnt really want to dance with any guys, I just wanted to look hot. I danced with my two girlfriends, who, coincidentally have their boyfriends here for VDay and was looking and feeling like the odd person out, ( Read more... )

This is so fucking frustrating. I was just reading some old (really old) posts and realized that I sill feel the same desolation that I did when I was in ninth grade. I can't blame it on High School now guys, I can't say its cause Port Jeff sucked, how long and where will I finally find a person, not even THE person, just a person to become ( Read more... )

I should be over this self-deprecating shit. I just want to feel, sane and desirable, at the same time...maybe that is too much to ask for ( Read more... )

I want to grow up, this whole kid-adult limbo thing sucks. a lot ( Read more... )

When you don’t have the eloquence, the “creativity”, to say what you mean you become trapped, trapped inside a wall created by your ignorance ( Read more... )

i am so not ready for eng tomarrow

Gone to the Domincan Republic, wont be back till next Wednesday!!!! Peace it ya'lll!

...anyone started thier break homework yet...? lol
funniness

I finally got my learner's permit!