i think i really fucked this up.
i hope this isn't the end.
i want things to work out for once.
is that possible?

i never thought i'd say this, but i miss ohio.
soooo much.
i miss my friends.
and Martin.
i really miss Martin.
snow really isn't that bad.
how's everyone's break?
talk to me, please.
i need something to occupy my time.
other than deuce bigalow.
(ewww)

okay. so it's one-thirty, and i can't fall asleep, despite the fact that i'm exhausted. i didn't realize i hated flying so much, but i really do. and the flights were so short, it hardly seemed worth it ( Read more... )

i really don't want to leave.
really really really.
why did i agree to do this?
what is wrong with me?

keep me company while i'm gone, k?

for the first time in forever, i feel really happy. i mean, i've always had those moments of contentment, but they've never lasted, you know? but now it's more of a general feeling, like i know that things are gonna be okay, no matter what.

i hope this never goes away.

you know what's really fun?
beating up some kid you barely know in a cold, dark, snowy parking lot in the name of friendship.

seriously. you should try it sometime.

this weather is really starting to get on my nerves. i hate freezing every time i even go near a window or door. i'm always cold anyway ( Read more... )

i just want someone to talk to :(

so i'm officially addicted to livejournal and myspace. and starting sentences with 'so'. hmmmm ( Read more... )