I've been having a problem with one of my drugs. Its  DIVALPROEX 500MG 24HR (ER) SA TAB. Its supposed to be a mood stabilizer but its giving me anxiety. I have an appointment Wednesday. I want to just stop taking it but Bill has me convinced that if I stopped on my own something bad will happen.

My roomie says every night after I have been asleep a ( Read more... )

 I've got these folks staying with me, yes? They just told me that their kid wants to make some money. I'm completely making her into my minion. More of a mini me.

And another thing. I've suspected for 10 years that I have Asperger's. At this point in time, would getting diagnosed make any difference in any way to me?
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\I ain't dead, but I do feel like it.

I have 3 house guests, and they feel like 300.  The daughter, who is 13, is supposed to wash dishes. Every available surface in my kitchen is covered in dirty dishes.

One night, we cooked about 100 pork chops. there were 7 left. She fed 6 to the dog, and didn't realize there was another one left in the gravy in ( Read more... )

 Last August, I was in a very tiny car accident. Its not worth mentioning really, except I came out $5000 ahead, and a lawyer I saw then told me to not begin to divorce proceedings until I had the money and spent it in a way that it could not be recovered.

I'm replacing the windows upstairs. I'm buying a few people a shit ton of presents, including ( Read more... )

 I put all my bills on automatic payments so if I die at home, my animals can eat my body and drink from the toilet and it will be years before anyone realizes I am dead, because illegal immigrants live on both sides of me and they won't be the ones to complain about the funny smell.

They are the best neighbors. They are stealth neighbors. They make ( Read more... )

 Last night, one of my good nephews graduated. A few days ago, I bought a 1 foot square copy of a print he admires. Its in this house somewhere, but damn if I can find it. I promised to give it to him Sunday when we have our family cookout. Which means I have to spend today and tomorrow, searching like mad. The thing about living in an house that ( Read more... )

 And it refuses to leave. Here we are, middle of may, its still cold outside and I actually had the furnace on for a few hours yesterday.

My head feels like an over inflated ball. I can feel spots where the rubber is getting too thin and I feel like this mother is going to blow soon.

Maybe I should investigate cities that are best for sinus health ( Read more... )

 This morning, about 3 am, I decided to shut a window.

Now this window is 100 years old, just like the rest of my house.  It stuck. I gave it a little jiggle and all the glass fell from the upstairs window to the front lawn.I advise you to not ever do this. Its scary.

The glass breaking was extremely loud. It sounded like a shotgun to me. Obviously ( Read more... )

I seem to be up to my eyes in babies. My nephew's run away wife dumped 2 babies in diapers on him and ran off with her boyfriend.

My roommate and I have been watching the kids while he works 12 hours a day. She didn't bring any of their stuff with them. They had one bottle each and all the clothes for both of them fit in one diaper bag. The whole ( Read more... )

 In sheer numbers of people dying, this is rapidly becoming the worst year of my life. Even people around town that I knew slightly are dropping at a horrifying rate, and I suspect it gets worse with every passing year.

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