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"This here is the victory lap"
I AM SUPER ANGRY! -
What is wrong with me?
I dont even care anymore. Im just gonna say this. I am so so so so so so sick of the choices I make that require "lessons learned". I never freakin choose things that are easy or smarter to choose ( Read more... ) -
Thank you.
As usual, I have absolutely no idea what i have done this time. All I do know is that I could never defeat the alcohol. The alcohol was such a horrible friend to me and as well to her. After a long night of drinking she found her target. Me. " Get out of my house!" I look at her as if she just might be joking, but really, think about who it is that ( Read more... ) -
Religion
God fucking hates me! Thanks god...preciate that! -
need to type
So lately I have been realizing that the world is seriously just full of a bunch crazy folks! Yes. I did already know this, but i would like to reiterate this information. Girls...dont do it...dont date them. Good Lord! Boys..smack them cause they suck so much that they make you turn to girls ( Read more... ) -
"if i was bird, i'd fly away"
I have and you have experienced the worst of, or what WE might consider the worst of life. Life can be so unpredictable to us. Sometimes our lives are just controlled by others. Being sad is something that we are just used to. We have learned that is so much easier to avoid you, stay within the walls of sadness, drown ourselves in the shower, drown ( Read more... ) -
I lied
Well I actually decided not to post my life story on here. Because someone made a really good point. someone might steal that ish. and yes i could make it private but what would the point be. I want folks to read it! So I may just type it on the pc and save it to a disk. I gotta get it out somehow ( Read more... ) -
My life story is Choppy
So. I am reading this book that depicts the life of a young child who went through hell. This has therefore encouraged me to use my journal as a way to look into the past and tell my story. Someone...read it. Day by Day I will dig deep into what is slightly choppy, where names are changed but the story is true. Someone...read it. -
WAOH RELAX!
So today i was supposed to...maybe...being that my boyfriend has this wishy washy life and i am always on his fuckin time schedule...go to the movies. Well he had something to do for work that would have made our hanging out go in spurts. Well i decided to go out to the usual spot and drink although i should not be because i have a bout tomorrow. ( Read more... ) -
sadness
You could never be there for me.
You will never understand.
I have lied to you.
Im crying.
I am depressed.
Not speaking my heart has begun this.
You are never.
You are never around.
I cant deal with this.
I cant deal with this!
Help. I have done it again.
Hug me...
breathe me...