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I messed up again when I tried ( Read more... )

Once again my life is takin a different road then what I hoped or wanted it to......A few of the things I was hoping would work ut have fallen through.....I guess I just wasn't good enough....Awl well.....I have never really been good enough at anythign so I guess I should be use to the dissapointment by now.....But on the brighter side of things a ( Read more... )

So officially I have FUCKIN given up on everything I ever thought was important in my life....Game Over I QUIT.......The universe WINS!!!!!!!!!!

Well for all of u who don't knwo i quit my job.......i couldn't deal with bosses talking shit abotu me when i was liek standing 4 foot away......Well i am sick so i can't really skate or do too much right now....i'm so exhausted and tired all day and yesterday as well......man i feel crappy and now new shit has just popped up and made my life even ( Read more... )

So I sat and watched Rent last night and I am watching it again......It ROCKS!!!!!!!!....So ne wayz....I am having a pretty good night I am on the phone with the most amazing gurl I have ever talked to....Which makes me relate to Roger from Rent....He has a lot of insecurities and isn't sure if he should take a chance with this gurl Mimi....But at ( Read more... )

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~::::::~ IF U BELIEVE THAT THIS JOURNAL ENTRY IS ABOUT U THEN MAYBE U SHOULDN'T COME TO CONCLUSIONS BEFORE U ASK WHO THE FUCK IT IS ABOUT......DONT GET PISSY IF U FIND OUT WHO IT IS ABOUT.......IF U FEEL THAT IT IS ABOUT U THEN U PROLLY SHOULD FEEL SHITTY ( Read more... )

Well now this has been a long time coming......i am officially happy as hell.....I met an amazing gurl who makes me nervous, shy, scared, and a lil bit attached......I miss her alot and she has only been gone for liek 3 days......wow to think that after 4 years of not feelin this way i could once again.......i mean i dont know why i feel like this ( Read more... )

So blah blah blah blah.......Ne wayz enough small talk ...lol.....Life sux and now I wanna kill myself so ne wayz someone needs to decide that they can just be happy for someone and not bitter all the time becuz of stupid bullshit.....Someone also needs to tell the truth abotu shit and stop hiding things from their so called best friends of years ( Read more... )

I'm fucking pissed....I'm fucking livid right now......People don't fuckin know me and shouldn't fuckin think that I am one way when they don't know a god damn fuckin thing about me.....I've never done anything like fuckin take advantage of any gurl who is drunk....And people need to fuckin not act liek they know me.....I'm not that guy , I've ( Read more... )