Alright, yeah, I rarely post in this thing and I don't know anyone who actually reads it. I'm in work study on the weekend, and its BORING. Going to do homework after this. Got my Xena season 4 last night, and watched into the woods with caitlin, which was fun ( Read more... )

Yeah, I'm hooked on a musical, thats nothing new, heh, or different. Got home and its alot better than winter break. My brother and I had some talking time, good heart to heart in a way. Then my mom got home and we played scrabble for about 2 hours. It was ridiculous, one game of scrabble should not take that long, and we seriously used ALL the ( Read more... )

Break wasn't exactly what I expected ... I was really hoping that I would hang out with kyle, and... just about Kyle... but I wasn't getting that vibe from him. I was so close to saying hey, lets try long distance. But I guess this is a good way to get over that, right? We should both move on I guess. I think I'll confront the avoidances ( Read more... )

I think I should just whore myself out. I'm a freshman, what's the point of falling love? What exactly is the point of love? What is the deal with selflessly caring about someone else? What the hell is this anyway? But is it possible for me to not get attached... no, I think its almost impossible... I, myself, have this strong desire to be ( Read more... )

Break was amazing, but thats on Xanga. Umm... Wed. I saw Bastards and Fools... which... had a terrible ending and some decent acting. Invited Nolan back for brownies. And we talked for about half an hour. Rather depressing stuff, but stuff he's thinking... point of life stuff. Thursday, went to the library and got two GREAT FALL BOOKS, mmm... ( Read more... )

Umm... amazing. Amazing night. Consisted of discussions on favorite super heroes and why he doesn't like the first 3 star wars (like everyone else in the world) and we watched who framed Roger Rabbit...which is amazing. I need to expand my vocabulary... I just start to say the same words over and over again. Anyway, I hadn't watched who framed ( Read more... )

I dont' know where thats from? Is that lyrics? Well... shower went well, blah blah balh, I've gotten 4 hours of sleep in the 18 hours, so I'm ... not quite with it. I stayed out of drama... or rather, others people drama for months... and now I feel like I'm in the middle of it... no no no, it's not like I try to get people to dislike me or that ( Read more... )

I haven't updated publicly for awhile. But what does it matter, since Chessie's usually the only one to comment anyway. Started going through some of my old stuff today, and it is, rather, horribly depressing. And the funny thing is, no matter if I'm keeping it or getting rid of it... 99/100 times its a book. So... everything is getting a ( Read more... )

ok, so... I wanna know... if you'll be my girl... or my boy. Hopefully I get some guys, or I'll feel damn foolish that I'm not bisexual/lesbian ( Read more... )

My heart's on fire ( Read more... )