I realize that I wasted years on the last boy (well, not the last boy, but that boy I talked about so much on here). But, there was love and poetry and Tori and my mom's death. I was invested. This one... not so much.

I am expanding. Watch out. Doors and windows will blow. Just to be bigger than him, that minuscule whatever that I wasted too much time on. But it never feels like a waste, as it happens. It feels like inevitability. And I wonder, when will his beautiful face not enter my mind when I wake. And when will that song stop playing. 'Seems as though you ( Read more... )

I have decided to attempt a NaNoWriMo once again.

The only things I am sure of are that the story will involve theatre and it will somehow be meta fiction.

We'll see.

I am eating a Reece's Peanut Butter Cup at 2:45am. Now, THAT is interesting.

I thought I might have something interesting to say after waking up in the middle of the night because I fell asleep way too early after pigging out on amazing nachos (more like a salad on top of chips) after work. Not that the sleep would yield interesting things. More, the quiet ( Read more... )

I was trying to write a post about my new job. It was boring the fuck out of me. This does not mean the job is boring. I am quite sure I will like it. But, talking about it seems to not be very interesting. So, yeah... that's about where I am leaving that.

Trying to get back to this ( Read more... )

So, I got a call today from the company I have been interviewing with. They needed my driver's license number to continue with a background check (the application was a little confusing when it came to this information). I have a very strong feeling that they wouldn't pay for a background check if they weren't still considering me. So, I am ( Read more... )

I read through most of my LJ this weekend. I miss the way I used to communicate. I miss writing.

I tried to start up again, recently. Facebook distracted me. Facebook does not do for me what LJ does. I can do both. Facebook takes no effort.

We'll see how long this lasts.

Him: i wouldn't be debating chaos theory with him, jaysen, i don't care if he has brains
Me: you don't debate chaos theory after sex? Maybe, that's what I've been doing wrong