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Facebook is not a good enough outlet.
But, I keep myself from writing here because the audience I used to have no longer exists--which really is a laugh, because I just recently scanned through this lj in its entirety looking for poems. And SO often I would comment on how I was screaming into the void.
So, fuck it. Here I am again for what it's -
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My mom and I were fighting. Something about me not living up to my responsibilities. I went to bed. I woke up just a little while later and all these storage boxes were on my bed, opened with various contents strewn across the bedding. The lights were on. I wandered around. It was our house in New York, but much more beautiful. I found my mom in ( Read more... ) -
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On my facebook, I posted a status. I said that I have experienced a lot of beauty and that, for this, I was blessed. And this is true. But I was talking about art. And things that could be inspiration for art if I was smart enough to do anything about anything ( Read more... ) -
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Things I accomplished yesterday:
Work:Nothing.
Self: I read a lot I walked. I had a nice lunch with a friend and I went to Half Price Books
Projects:I read quite a bit in both The Artist's Way and the music theory book I am reading. I went to Half Price to buy more books about the Hero's Journey (one froma woman's point of view ( Read more... ) -
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Things I accomplished yesterday:
Work:Nothing.
Self: I enjoyed a quiet birthday and read a lot
Projects:I read quite a bit in both The Artist's Way and the music theory book I am reading.
Things I will accomplish today:
Work:Nothing.
Self: Eat well. Dance or walk. Drink at least 3 large cups of water. Avoid guilt and anger.
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A dear friend is doing a daily accountability/goals project. I ahve decided to use my lj to do this as well. I probably won't do much more than that here, and if it's annoying, well, delete me. I still refuse to make posts private.
The categories I see so far:
Work: setting up and maintaining the business.
Self: Personal goals, like exercise and ( Read more... ) -
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Here I am again.
Trying to rebuild.
I think it's time to let go of the phoenix as a totem. I tire of ashes in my hair. -
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I had a dream that I had the means to make everyone I know and love happy. I woke up and everything was just the same.
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In a recent experience with a boy, I told him he was being unfair. He proceeded to tell me that Life is Unfair. I should have responded to that directly. I didn't have an opportunity. He would not listen to me ( Read more... ) -
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Just broke through the barrier that kept me from understanding how the first act of my main project should work.
Now, I just need to write it.